THE AJIKAN MEDITATION
Copyright © 2003 James Deacon
'One look
at the letter A destroys evil passions'
Ajikan
is a core meditation in mikkyo (esoteric) Buddhism. Its
purpose is to bring the practitioner into a state of 'non-duality'
with Enlightened Cosmic Reality as personified in the form of
Dainichi Nyorai - the Cosmic Sun Buddha.
In
Ajikan, the practitioner focusses on an image of the shuji
(seed character) 'A' ('Ah'), as depicted in the sacred Shittan
(Sanskrit: Siddham) script. This image, referred to as a honzon,
often takes the form of a wall-hanging scroll.
The
'A' shuji, when used as a meditational focus, is usually
depicted in a bubble or 'moon-disc' resting on an open lotus-blossom,
or alternatively (as depicted above) both the 'A' shuji
and the lotus-blossom are inside the bubble/moondisc.
The moon is a sign of purity of heart and the lotus represents
the desire to achieve enlightenment.
As
the first letter of the Sanskrit alphabet, the 'A' character is
considered the supreme shuji, and is seen to embody great
holiness and spiritual power.
The 'source' of all the other vowels and consonants, it is the
core or essence of all possible sounds that human beings can give
expression to.
A
- ji (the first letter) represents the basic essence
of all things: the unproduced, the impermanent, the immaterial
- the void from which all creation emerges.
The kan part of ajikan implies perception/contemplation
of this essence with one's Heart-Mind (kokoro).
While
ajikan is ideally learnt in an environment where the practitioner
can receive direct feedback from an experienced instructor, all
may benefit from even the basic form of practice outlined here.
Ajikan
begins with centering yourself, and 'watching the breath', gradually
allowing yourself to enter into a state of slow rhythmic breathing
and relaxation.
With eyes half open, focus your awareness on the honzon,
effortlessly allowing yourself to hold the image on the honzon
clearly in your minds eye, so that when you close your eyes,
the image will still be there before you, perceived as pure bright
light.
When
you reach the point where you can hold the image on the honzon
clearly in your minds eye while your eyes are closed, allow
the luminous image of the shuji, moondisc & lotus to
gradually increase in size, clarity and brightness.
Let
the image continue to intensify and expand to the point where
becomes so immeasurably vast as to fill the entire universe, being
aware that it now surrounds and contains you and all beings in
its almost blinding radiance - that you, all beings and the shuji-moondisc-lotus
are one in essence - inseparable.
Stay
in this awareness for as long as you feel you drawn to.
Then
gradually become aware of the image beginning to decrease in brightness
and in size, eventually diminishing and returning to its original
dimensions as expresses on the honzon.
With
this, the meditation draws towards its conclusion.
Maintain your state of slow rhythmic breathing for a few moments,
as you gradually return your focus of awareness to the world around
you once more.
Alternative version:
Centering
yourself, and 'watching the breath', gradually allowing yourself
to enter into a state of slow rhythmic breathing and relaxation.
With eyes half open, focus your awareness on the honzon,
effortlessly allowing yourself to hold the image on the honzon
clearly in your minds eye, so that when you close your eyes,
the image will still be there before you, perceived as pure bright
light.
While
visualising the shuji, recite the shingon (mantra)
"a vi ra un ken" [this is one of the two primary
shingon of Dainichi Nyorai] to further the process of integration
with the Cosmic Reality.
When
you reach the point where you can hold the image on the honzon
clearly in your minds eye while your eyes are closed, become
aware that the luminous image of the shuji, moondisc &
lotus are being absorbed into the core of your being - your heart
centre.
From
within your heart centre, the honzon image gradually intensifies
and expands - emanating out around your body, and on out beyond
your aura, radiating the intense, clear Light and Grace of Dainichi
Nyorai out to all beings as a source of healing, protection, and
spiritual and worldly benefit.
Stay
in this awareness for as long as you feel you drawn to.
Then
gradually become aware of the image beginning to decrease in brightness
and in size, eventually dissolving back into your heart centre,
and from there out once more to its original place on the honzon
With
this, the meditation draws towards its conclusion.
Maintain your state of slow rhythmic breathing for a few moments,
as you gradually return your focus of awareness to the world around
you once more.